Monday, May 25, 2009
This is my first ever blog, and I admit I am not good enough compared to the others. But what really triggers me to create this is the thought that I might be able to reach out for the millions of youth who are not yet aware that we are all part of God's perfect plan......
But first let me introduce myself, my name is Jay working as a part time teacher in computer basic. I'm teaching in elementary, funny isn't it? I'm a computer teacher and yet I'm not good enough in creating blogs like this, its because my major is business management and not computer. Anyways I'm a born again christian since I was 3 years old, and my mom was one of a pioneering member in our church. I grew-up in a Sunday School class, having all the knowledge and learning's of a christian community. However, during my high school days I realized at that time that it was my mom who wants me to continue serving the Lord and it was out of my personal choice. I felt that she was violating my freewill, at that time I really don't wanna go in our church anymore. I want to spend more time with my friends doing our own personal stuffs and have fun like all young people' s do. For me, it seems that its just a waste of time. I continue being cold in the presence of the Lord, until a tragic lost came on my way.
January 24, 2002 a sudden death of my sister made a huge changes in our life, but it didn't end there 1 month later, after my sister's death. February 25, 2002 I lost my dad. I begun to wonder why it is all been happening to me? I try to talk to my friends hoping they can console me from this unfamiliar pain of losing the one you love and the fact that you will not be able to see them again. The heaviness and the feeling of being broken came upon me one by one, it is as if I was sentence to death over and over again.That is when I start to pray asking Jesus to comfort me. I remember this verse in the Bible, written by Paul in Philippians 3:14 it says there that we can do all things through Christ who strengthen us. I beg for his forgiveness, for doing things on my own. I forgot this one thing, that apart from him (Jesus our Savior) I am nothing. And it came into my senses that it is not him who abandoned me but its me who chose to go to the battle without him. Now I'm back to church, serving the Lord our God who happens to be my redeemer, my friend, my everything that makes me complete... To all who are reading this post. We only have 1 lifetime, make it more meaningful by serving him. He loves us that his willing to give his own life to save us.
Have a fruitful evening with God.... Till next time.....
So lonely ... 9:36 AM
Disclaimers ♥
Welcome To yoururl.bs.comLove Me? I will Love you back
Hate me? 'Click Here' & SHOO! :D
Rippers are welcome to leave
NO to spamming ! Tag as much as you can cos i like ppl who tag me :>
underlinebold
Lonely ♥
I am a God fearing person. I love to sleep, eat, surf the net, Oh I forgot to tell you guys I love to write, I usually have my writings displayed even though I know that no one seems to like it anyway.I'm sentimental and spiritual. I'm in love with God and I intend to make the whole wide world knows all about him. My redeemer.I just wanted to share with you my ups and downs as a Christian, my losses and triumphs as I'm pursuing God's plan for me and my family. I know that theres a lot of time in which I screwed-up, a lot of 2nd chances I blew-up, but I'm glad that God never gave-up on me. If you want to know more about me. Visit my profile and feel free to read on my blogs... God is working in his own mysterious ways and I hope somehow I can help you in finding your ways back in God's loving arms.
Likes,Loves,Hates, Watever
craves : watever you like
1.Books
2.Eat
3.Movies
4.surfing the net
watever you hate
1.Roaches
2.Unreasonable person
3.Insects
4.I hate it zhen his not around
Chat ♥
CBOX, but all other tagboards work here toop!
You may leave. ♥
links here Dashboard: dashboard
crimson:crimsoncalloflight
luvsrinowa:luvsrinowa
friendster:friendster
noa_carmen
Credits ♥
Designer:
Bascodes : kathleenbaseimage : Deviantart,photobucket
watever you want here.
Past ♥
May 2009